Gonna Find My Love Chapter 11 - There's Nothing Wrong

Frank Utter: Bill how you been?

Bill McGraph: thank you for returning; your presence has been missed

(Jon walks into the room)

Jon Morgan: the queer is back

Frank Utter: you are starting up again

Jon Morgan: I thought you were a stronger man than that

Frank Utter: just because I didn’t fight back, it doesn’t make me a less of a man; so don’t get it twisted

Jon Morgan: whatever

Shannon Morgan: brother don’t start up again

(Everyone takes a seat except Frank)

Frank Utter: Bill asked me to step up because he feels like in today’s society we are being challenged to be ourselves. Do you realize how simple it is to be yourself verses you trying to show another character than yourself

[Scene change to Vanessa’s apartment]

(Vanessa is sitting on her bed rubbing her tummy)

(Vanessa starts talking to her belly)

Vanessa Vinning: Donovan, today is your expected due date; do you not want to come out yet? You know mommy can’t wait to hold you in her arms; look you in your eyes; I know I am going to be the luckiest mother in the world. You know mommy loves you. Gosh, I can’t wait

(Vanessa exhales heavily)

[Scene change to Hospital]

(Troy enter the room)

(Charlie tap Terry to wake him up)

Dr. Troy Cochan: good morning, you are being released today and if you feel any pain, dizziness or headaches; go get check up immediately at your local clinic

Terry Boldman: how come he’s being released

Dr. Troy Cochan: he doesn’t have medical and his bill has already exceed the government funding amount

Terry Boldman: but it will get paid

Dr. Troy Cochan: that’s nice to hear

Charlie Adams: Terry it’s ok; I don’t want to be more of a burden to Adrian

Terry Boldman: No! Adrian said he will cover it

Dr. Troy Cochan: then if he can come settle the balance now then he can stay

(Terry calls Adrian)

(Adrian doesn’t pick up)

Terry Boldman: he’s not picking up

Dr. Troy Cochan: then Mr. Adams has to go

(Troy walks out the room)

[Scene change to Corey’s house]

Stephanie Tanner: breakfast is ready

Corey Patterson: you cooked breakfast again; I can’t keep you out the kitchen

Stephanie Tanner: I like the way your kitchen is set up

Corey Patterson: if you keep this up, I will not allow you to leave; you are going to have to move in

Stephanie Tanner: I will

Corey Patterson: What!?

Stephanie Tanner: I will move in. The guys I’ve met in the past; I thought they have made me feel special but that all changed when I met you. I would be a fool to want to give this up

Corey Patterson: if you can feel how fast my heart is beating you would think I am going to have a heart attack

(Stephanie place her hand on Corey’s chest)

Stephanie Tanner: oh my gosh

Corey Patterson: I am the luckiest man in the world

(Stephanie and Corey kiss)

[Scene change to Adrian’s Loft]

Adrian Thompson: so what has been new with you

Christopher Johnson: same shit, different day

Adrian Thompson: you don’t sound so happy

Christopher Johnson: how could I; when my love is all the way over on the other end

Adrian Thompson: CJ! Can you do me a favor?

Christopher Johnson: what’s that?

Adrian Thompson: please stop trying to rub it in my face

Christopher Johnson: you know I want you back

Adrian Thompson: I know

Christopher Johnson: so make that happen

Adrian Thompson: how about I think about it

Christopher Johnson: ok and maybe we can meet up tonight for dinner

Adrian Thompson: sounds good! I’m going to get back to reading these books; thank you for calling me

Christopher Johnson: no problem; I love you

[Scene change to Brian’s apartment]

(Brian is on the phone)

Brian Brown: what’s good with you?

Piece 1: not much; just bored here

Brian Brown: why don’t you just come through

(A text comes in on Brian’s phone)

Brian Brown: hold on

Piece 2 Text: just looking around

(Brian text back)

Brian’s text: are you looking for no string attach play

(Brian talks back into his phone)

Brian Brown: sorry about that

Piece 1: you good but I got some errands to run soon so maybe another time

Brian Brown: that’s cool, then just hit me up later

(Brian hangs up)

(Piece 2 text Brian)

Piece 2 Text: no I’m looking for more than that

(Brian doesn’t text back)

(Brian logs on to A4A)

(Doorbell sound)

[Scene change to Vanessa’s apartment]

(Vanessa walks into the living room)

(Vanessa looks around)

(Vanessa walks back into her room)

(Vanessa looks at the baby’s crib)

Vanessa Vinning: these final days are killings me

[Scene change to Adrian’s Loft]

(Doorbell sound)

(Adrian open the door)

Adrian Thompson: what are you doing here

Miguel Fiske: I’ve been calling you all day; why are you not picking up

Adrian Thompson: Miguel do you know what space mean

Miguel Fiske: I do know what it mean but I just can’t see you far away from me

Adrian Thompson: stop expecting more then what you can get

Miguel Fiske: I’m not

Adrian Thompson: then what do you call this? Bye

(Adrian start closing the door)

(Miguel pushes the door back open with his right hand)

(Miguel frighten Adrian)

(Adrian falls back on the stairs)

Adrian Thompson: you need anger management

[Scene change to Vanessa’s Apartment]

(Stephanie walks into the apartment)

(Vanessa walks out of her room)

Vanessa Vinning: Stephanie?

Stephanie Tanner: oh my gosh, Vanessa you are so big; is it a boy?

Vanessa Vinning: yes (tear cry)

Stephanie Tanner: Vanessa!

(Vanessa looks Stephanie in the eye)

Stephanie Tanner: I am really sorry for everything and the way that I have been towards you

(A tear rolls down Stephanie’s face)

Stephanie Tanner: you know you are my girl and I love you as my sister; this is for you

(Stephanie hands Vanessa a gift)

Vanessa Vinning: this is too much for me

(Vanessa is fanning herself)

Vanessa Vinning: oh my gosh

(Vanessa grabs her stomach)

(Vanessa moan)

(Vanessa water breaks)

Vanessa Vinning: my water broke

Stephanie Tanner: we have to get you to the hospital

Vanessa Vinning: ok, can you grab my overnight bag and the baby’s bag in my room?

(Stephanie goes into Vanessa’s room and grab the two bags)

[Scene change to Markel’s Apartment]

Ryan Brown: this is the second threat I have got

Markel Cell: why are you telling me for? You are the one that act all big and bad all the time towards people; why don’t you handle it?

Ryan Brown: because they keep telling me the same thing

Markel Cell: what?

Ryan Brown: that you got something to tell me

Markel Cell: I don’t know what you are talking about

Ryan Brown: let me ask you a question

(Markel sits on the couch)

Markel Cell: what?

Ryan Brown: are you clean

Markel Cell: what do you mean ‘are you clean’?

Ryan Brown: are you carrying disease?

Markel Cell: what the fuck!? How are you going to ask me that; get out of my face

Ryan Brown: I’m trying to figure out what you got to tell me

Markel Cell: I don’t have nothing to tell you

Ryan Brown: nothing?

Markel Cell: nothing to tell you

(Ryan is pissed with Markel)

[Scene change to Hospital]

(Brian rushes into the room)

Brian Brown: I got here as fast as I could (breathing heavily)

Angela Benson: have you been able to reach my son (asking Stephanie)

Stephanie Tanner: no; he’s still not picking up

(Angela shakes her head)

Vanessa Vinning: oh my gosh this pain; it’s increasing, it’s increasing

Brian Brown: Vanessa just keep breathing slowly

Stephanie Tanner: I think she’s about to have it

[Scene change to Adrian’s Loft]

Miguel Fiske: I will be damn to see another person standing by your side

Adrian Thompson: you are crazy

(Adrian shakes his head)

Adrian Thompson: you really are crazy

Miguel Fiske: you are taking me too lightly

(Terry pushes his way pass Miguel)

Terry Boldman: why have you not been answering your phone

Adrian Thompson: because my phone is upstairs on the charger

Miguel Fiske: do you want me to go get it for you

Adrian Thompson: no I want you out

Terry Boldman: they released Charlie and you know he’s in no condition to be out already

Adrian Thompson: are you serious?

Terry Boldman: all because you didn’t answer your phone; look at all the times I was there for you and you can’t even pick up your phone

Adrian Thompson: I’m sorry I got things I was taking care of here

(Adrian walks upstairs and look at his phone)

Adrian Thompson: Vanessa water broke!

[Scene change to Church]

Jon Morgan: of all the people, why did you choose him; I’ve been here since we have started the fellowship

Bill McGraph: for the simple reason that you are just like me and afraid to accept yourself; on the other hand Frank had overcome what we can’t

Shannon Morgan: I agree with Bill, Jon

(Two other people nods their heads)

(Frank looks at Jon)

Jon Morgan: I want to see one thing he overcame that I haven’t

(Frank was about to say something)

Shannon Morgan: he’s gay and so am I

Jon Morgan: what you are a lesbian

Shannon Morgan: yeah, me and Nicole go together

(Jon looks at Nicole)

(Nicole smiles at Jon)

Frank Utter: there’s nothing wrong with being gay

[Scene change to Hospital]

Adrian Thompson: I am looking for Vanessa Vinning’s room

(Terry and Miguel run into the hospital)

Receptionist: are you Adrian?

Adrian Thompson: yes

(Receptionist shakes her head)

Receptionist: she is in room 101

(Everyone rushes to her room)

(A nurse walk out of the room)

Nurse: the baby is born

(Adrian mouth drop)

Miguel Fiske: are we too late

(Adrian turns to Miguel)

Adrian Thompson: I want nothing to do with you because of you and your childish ways I missed the birth of my first child. Go seek help and get out of my life

(Miguel turns and leaves the hospital)

(Angela walks out the restroom)

Angela Benson: I heard you missed the birth

(Angela slaps Adrian in the face)

Terry Boldman: let’s go settle the balance Adrian

Adrian Thompson: wait, can’t you see my son is born

Terry Boldman: what about Charlie

Adrian Thompson: go get him

(Terry leaves)

(Stephanie, Angela, Corey and Adrian walks into the room)

(Brian is standing beside Vanessa)

(Vanessa is holding the new born)

(Vanessa hands Adrian the baby)

(Adrian looks into the baby’s eyes and start to cry)

(Angela walks up to Adrian)

Angela Benson: I see your father in your son

Stephanie Tanner: he looks just like you

Corey Patterson: congratulation man

(Brian looks around the room then walk out)

(No one notice)

(Adrian sits beside Vanessa on the bed)

Adrian Thompson: Thank You Vanessa!

[Scene change to Church]

Frank Utter: living in the pot holes of society has allowed us to be captivated from expressing our feelings of emotions; separated us from connecting with one another for good times. It’s time to stand up to yourself for yourself if you want to enjoy life the right way

Jon Morgan: so you are telling me that everyone here is gay

Bill McGraph: Yes, I thought you were the one but you didn’t have that will power to finish the role and deliver us all

(Jon looks down)

Jon Morgan: I confess!

Frank Utter: we already knew

(Jon drops to the chair and start crying)

(Shannon walks over to Jon to comfort him)

Frank Utter: Everyone! I thank you all for coming out to our first ‘Free Yourself Movement.’ The numbers will grow as we get confident with ourselves around people that are close to us like families, friends and society. Knowing and believing in yourself is the key to your success

(Bill smiles)

[Scene change to Hospital]

Adrian Thompson: wow I’m a father

(Angela shakes her head as if crying)

Vanessa Vinning: I’m the luckiest mother in the world; he is so adorable

Adrian Thompson: that makes me the luckiest father

(Vanessa smiles)

(Adrian lean in and kisses Vanessa on her forehead)

(Buzz)

(Adrian looks at his phone)

Message: Reminder dinner at 8pm

Adrian Thompson: I have to go, mom will you stay here with Vanessa for me please

(Angela walks up to Adrian)

Angela Benson: Sure because I can see my husband in him (looking at Donovan); I don’t approve you of your ways but I am proud of you for giving me a grand child

(Angela looks at Donovan in her arms)

(Tears rolls down Angela cheeks)

(Adrian kiss Angela on her cheeks and walk out)

[Scene change to Den]

(Adrian pulls up to the Den and walk in)

Terry Boldman: Adrian I can’t find Charlie

Adrian Thompson: do you want me to call him

Terry Boldman: his phone has been disconnected

(Adrian walks over to a table)

(Charlie walks in the Den)

Terry Boldman: where have you been, I’ve been looking all over the place for you

Charlie Adams: I’m good honey; you don’t have to look for me

Adrian Thompson: Charlie, let’s go to the hospital so we can get you checked back in

Charlie Adams: No

Terry Boldman: why not? I told you, he will take care of it

Charlie Adams: I don’t want to be any more of a burden to him

Adrian Thompson: you know I look to you as my girl; this will not matter to me

Charlie Adams: cause if it did then you would have helped me out then and none of this would have happen; I know you check your messages, you always check your messages but it seems like you answers the ones that you want too. You selfish bitch

Adrian Thompson: what are you talking about

(Charlie turns for the door)

Terry Boldman: Charlie stop talking nonsense; we are going to the hospital

Charlie Adams: (walking towards the door) I’m not going nowhere with her

Adrian Thompson: what are you talking about

(Frank walks into the Den; bumping into Charlie)

Charlie Adams: now gurl what do you want

Frank Utter: look I know a lot happen since me and you last talk but don’t be calling me a girl

Charlie Adams: boy, girl I don’t have time for you

(Charlie leaves the Den)

Terry Boldman: this is why I can’t stand about him; he is so unstable

(Terry leaves the Den)

Adrian Thompson: what did I do?

Frank Utter: Adrian let’s talk

(Frank and Adrian walks over to the table and sit down)

Frank Utter: you know how I feel for you

Adrian Thompson: you are not serious are you

Frank Utter: but I think that I’ve to let you know that it won’t be possible for us to be together

Adrian Thompson: I’ve been trying to say that to you for a while now; you are too close to me to lose you over a relationship gone bad

Frank Utter: I just felt like I had to come out and be verbal with you about it

Adrian Thompson: hey I still love you man

(CJ walks up to them)

Christopher Johnson: how you been Frank?

Frank Utter: a whole lot better today than yesterday

(CJ laugh)

(Adrian looks at CJ and smile)

Christopher Johnson: Frank can you excuse me; I want to talk to Adrian for awhile

(Frank gets up and leave)

(CJ sits down)

(Server walk up to the table)

Server: will you two be ordering anything today

Adrian Thompson: yes

Server: ok I’ll be right back with the menus

[Scene change to Peek A Boo]

(Brian walks into the main room)

(Brian walks up to the counter)

Concierge: welcome are you getting a VIP suite tonight

Brian Brown: no just a booth

Concierge: I need your credit card and ID and here are your keys

(Brian takes the keys and walk through the double door)

(Guys are cruising around)

[Scene change to Den]

(Server place down the appetizer)

Christopher Johnson: you know I like seeing you smile

Adrian Thompson: it been a long time since I’ve seen you smile that’s why I can’t help it

Christopher Johnson: that’s why I like being around you; the guy I’m talking to make it too complicated

(Adrian gives a stupid look)

Adrian Thompson: you are talking to someone?

Christopher Johnson: yeah but it’s nothing serious

Adrian Thompson: you telling me, you want to get back with me and for me to make that happen when you got somebody you are talking too

Christopher Johnson: yeah once me and you are official then I’ll leave buddy alone

Adrian Thompson: are you two having sex

Christopher Johnson: yeah there are times we get horny

Adrian Thompson: and becoming serious with me again, you will leave the other guy. Don’t you understand how hard that will be

Christopher Johnson: it’s not that hard to say good-bye

Adrian Thompson: I can’t believe this!

[Scene change to Peek A Boo]

(Brian stands in front of his booth)

(A guy walk up to him)

(Guy whisper something in Brian ears)

(They both enter Brian’s booth)

(Guy is sucking on Brian’s dick)

(Guy takes off his pants, while Brian got his hand on the back of the guy’s head)

(Guy turns around and try to put Brian’s dick in his ass)

Brian Brown: I don’t got no rubber

Piece 3: me either but I don’t go anything

(Brian drop some spit on guy’s ass and enter)

(Brian fuck the guy)

(Brian bust on guy’s ass)

[Scene change to Jason’s job]

(Jason walks inside his boss office)

Jason Goodie: you wanted to see me

James Walkerton: yeah have a seat

(James close the door)

James Walkerton: is something going on because you been calling out lately and your performance have been dropping

Jason Goodie: there’s something we need to talk about

James Walkerton: what is it

Jason Goodie: what’s been going on

James Walkerton: I’m still waiting on my picture

Jason Goodie: I told you, you are not going to get it

James Walkerton: what happen to you coming through earlier

Jason Goodie: that’s what we need to talk about

(James sits on the desk in front of Jason)

(James open his legs)

James Walkerton: what you wanna do it now instead

Jason Goodie: no we have to stop

James Walkerton: you know that’s the reason you got this job in the first place

(Jason gives James a look)

Jason Goodie: I quit!

[Scene change to Den]

Server: will you be ordering any desserts to finish off this evening?

Christopher Johnson: no I think that will be everything; can we have the check

(Server leaves)

Adrian Thompson: so after tonight we both understand where we stand

Christopher Johnson: NO! That’s the problem with you, always want to quit and never try and make anything work

Adrian Thompson: Christopher Johnson!

Christopher Johnson: you have never called me by my full name (drawing his head back)

Adrian Thompson: do you hear your argument? How can you say you love someone and want to be with that person when you, yourself is not available to be catch. I want someone for me that is going to love me back whole hearted and not in for them bullshit game all these guys are trying to play

(Miguel walks out of the Den)

(Server walks over)

Adrian Thompson: can you split the check

Christopher Johnson: I got it

Adrian Thompson: I don’t want to feel like I owe you anything

Christopher Johnson: you won’t

(CJ hands server a credit card)

Christopher Johnson: I am going to stop by tomorrow to see your son

Adrian Thompson: (exhale) it hit me but it hasn’t really hit me yet

Christopher Johnson: you always talked about it but I never knew you were serious about it

Adrian Thompson: what Donovan?

(CJ nod his head)

Adrian Thompson: it just happened out of the blue; if I’m not mistaking, it was the same night I drank myself drunk because I couldn’t stop thinking about you

Christopher Johnson: look at that because of me you got a son; now can’t you see we are met together

Adrian Thompson: I don’t believe in signs like that

(Server drop off the receipt and CJ sign it)

Christopher Johnson: let me walk you to your car

(Adrian and CJ gets up and walk outside)

Christopher Johnson: tomorrow will be the day when it all happen

Adrian Thompson: what are you talking about

Christopher Johnson: you will see

Adrian Thompson: what are you going to do?

Christopher Johnson: I will show you tomorrow

Adrian Thompson: I would rather you be to yourself for some time to make sure all feelings been lost before we try something again

(CJ shakes his head in disapproval)

Christopher Johnson: everybody wants someone; who like to be alone

Adrian Thompson: that’s the problem; everybody wants something but I want nothing but my own satisfaction!

[Scene change to Charlie’s Apartment]

(Charlie walk up to his door)

(Charlie sees red painting on his door)

Message: You Are A Dead Man Walking

(Charlie looks to the left)

(Charlie takes off to the right)

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Double Life Chapter 7 - The Fight

Bill Toledo: I love this place; do you realize this is our favorite restaurant? We come here all the time

John Stull: (roll his eyes)

“What is wrong?” What’s up with him? He been acting strange all night

(John takes his glass and throws his water into Bill’s face)

Hold on, did this bitch really just do what he just did? I feel like jumping over this table and knocking the day lights out of him right now. But you know what; I am going to remain civilized because we are in a public surrounding.

(Bill dries off his face)

Albert Drew: John, it has been a minute; did you change your number?

John Stull: Albert, leave me alone right now

“What you want his number?” I asked as I wrote his number down on the napkin and handed it to him

(John eyes got evil)

John Stull: what the fuck do you think you are doing?

Restaurant Manager: I am going to have to ask you two to leave, don’t worry about your check it is on the house because you two are becoming a liability to our service of maintaining satisfaction

(Bill and John walk outside)

(John goes to attack Bill)

(Bill punched John and he falls to the ground)

John Stull: No… This… BITCH… Didn’t just hit me!

“I am out of here, you are crazy!” I jumped into my car and took off. Next thing you know I see John’s car flying down the freeway through the rear view mirror. He pulls up beside me screaming out of his car, “I am telling your wife.” He will reach his grave before he will reach my wife. I had to stop him so I ran my bumper into the back of his car, John shifted into the next lane. I pushed down on my accelerator and there he goes slamming his car into mine, forcing me into the guard rails; damaging the rear side of my car. Man he is a crazy, I have got to put an end to us or he will destroy everything that I have worked hard for. The phone rings…

Good it is not him calling me; so I answered, “hey baby”

Aaron Parker: I have bad news

Bill Toledo: what’s wrong?

Aaron Parker: I have HIV

I nearly passed out as those words registered in my head, “how do you know?”

Aaron Parker: lately I have been developing the symptoms

Bill Toledo: Do you think I got it too?

Aaron Parker: we been having unsafe sex since the second time

Oh my god, oh my god, I need to sit down. My head is spinning. I can’t take this anymore! I have to stay away from them. They are going to kill me; my wife and I are planning on having another kid. “Let me call you right back,” I said into the phone as I hanged up the phone. I never want to see them again!

(Aaron enters Bill’s work place)

Aaron Parker: Is Mr. Toledo available?

Secretary: Do you have an appointment with him

Aaron Parker: He knows that I was coming

Secretary: ok then wait here I will go get him

(Bill walks out of his office and gasp)

It is just one thing after another thing; will this ever ends?

(Ding Dang the door bell sound)

Amanda Pears: Honey I will get it

“Who is it,” I asked as I tilt the chair back to look at the door. It’s John!

“Shhh… Double Life”

The Abandoned Star Chapter 10 - The Runaway

I killed him. I did it for my freedom, my freedom to sing; my freedom to live and my freedom to achieve. I had to get rid of that road block; it didn’t matter how I got ridded of it but I had to overcome it. In my thoughts I am going back and forth because I know that killing is a crime and I could face live time in jail. Then how will I live my dream. I don’t know what to do. So I packed my book bag and jumped into the car and drove away. I must have driven about ten thousands miles before I decided to stop at a motel to get some sleep. BOOM! BOOM! “Open up, it’s the police!” I headed to the bathroom. The knocking on my door reminded me of the tapping that I heard every night. Tears were running down my face as I ran into the bathroom. I slammed the door. Then I felt the force upon the door; trying to open the bathroom door. “No! No! I don’t want to go back. I can’t do it no more. I refuse. Stop! No! Why, leave me alone! Stop! No. No. No. I can’t go back,” I screamed.

“The Abandon Star
Seems like Justice will be serve
It seems like I have to back down
It seems like I have to turn back
Seems like I am so far from my dream
Abandon Star”

Double Life - Confrontation: You Too

(Phone Rings)

John Stull: Hi baby

Aaron Parker: this is not Bill

John Stull: who is this?

Aaron Parker: I think we need to talk

John Stull: what are you doing on Bill’s phone and how do you know me

Aaron Parker: I think it’s best that we both know about each other

John Stull: What are you trying to say?

Aaron Parker: I am his other

John Stull: You? Who are you?

[They Meet]

John Stull: so that is what he has been doing

Aaron Parker: you see this was never my intentions

John Stull: so where do you live?

Aaron Parker: off MLK Blvd

John Stull: me too! I’m by 3rd street

Aaron Parker: I am over by 1st street

John Stull: Are you thinking what I am thinking?

Aaron Parker: what are you thinking?

John Stull: Operation Destroy Toledo

“Shhh… Double Life”

Double Life - SideNotes: Dawg's Nite Out

Aaron Parker: Monica

Monica Lewis: Have you decided what you are going to do?

Aaron Parker: no not really, he just keeps giving me money; what ever I need he gives it to me

Monica Lewis: shoot I will milk him for everything he got then laugh in his face

Aaron Parker: that’s not what I want to do because I am really feeling Sam and want to focus on him

Monica Lewis: Aaron, you got someone giving you roughly three thousand a month maybe even more just for you guys to mess around and you want to give that up because you want to be with Sam

Aaron Parker: love goes a long way for me

Monica Lewis: and what did you say his name was again?

Aaron Parker: Bill Toledo

Monica Lewis: I got to find me him

(Sam walks up to them)

Sam McLuther: hey baby, what are you two talking about?

Aaron Parker: nothing lets go get us something to drink

(They all head to the bar)

John Stull: Did he just say Toledo?

“Shhh… Double Life”

The Abandoned Star Chapter 9 - I Want To Sing

I walked up the steps. Steps by steps; He smiled as I got closer. He put his hands behind my neck and guided me into my room. The flashback came; he ripped off my clothes; used his force to hold me down; I couldn’t resist; because he was much bigger than me. So many days and nights; I have dreamt that dream for the past few years. It has been happening every night, ever since my mother started to work her overnight job to support me and my brother; while he just sat at home and did nothing. I hated him for that and he will soon see my revenge on that; for using my mother to wipe his grown ass. He was already naked by time he closed the door. I backed away and fell back onto my bed. He walked up to me; it was so close that I could feel his breathing on my body’s hair. He leaned forward and laid right on it. I withdraw the knife that I grabbed in the kitchen. Blood started to drip from his mouth. I killed him because I wanted to sing.

“Abandon Star
I can not be sheltered away
Then who will know of me
I can not be hidden
Then who will know of me
The Abandoned Star”