4everAdrian - The Release

Monday, September 27, 2010

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Aftermath

You don't know the lies
I tried, cried and heard
You don't know the pain
The burden and embarrassment
It had put me through
The blue, grey and yellow times
How can you say?
How can you say?
Get up and move on
Like you know what I been through
You don't know the fear
That came over me once you left

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Stories Update

This November, two new stories will be surface right here on 'Spoken of the Mind' - 'Gonna Find My Love: The Hidden Agenda' & 'Jackass.' The first chapter from Gonna Find My Love will be on November 1st and the first chapter from Jackass will be November 8th. I personally encourage you to re-read Gonna Find My Love so that your memory is refresh with everything that has happen, so what is yet to come will fit into play.

Time

Time

There are times that I want to text you but I wonder if it's too late. There are times I want to call you but I wonder if it's too late to let you know, that I'm thinking about you. There are times when I just want to be laying next to you, holding you close to me. There are times. When the memories crosses my mind from time to time. You are the only one that my mind can focus on. So this time from time I am with you when there is time. There are times that I want to be kissing you but we are stuck at where we are. There are times that I would want to be mind fucking you when you are laying next to me. There are times. There are times on this time when the distance will only get closer. Feeling you breathing on my neck from the foreplay. Just this time I want to grind on you, you on me, just this time. Cause there are times when the memories are too strong, I am left to play, memories all over again from the time. You next to me just this time. There are times, I want to see you :-)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Knowing Yourself Through Your Heart

Everything is just a substance of the substitution
Of what we want and the things we need
It gets mixed up for the things we crave for
Just end up being the artificial of the made-believe, lust
It's not true nor is it real
But we have to know to be wise of the fact
So we don't get confuse in the process
That turns around to be a trap
Let's take a step back
So when we are ready
We can leap forward into a brighter light
With no regrets, wishing we could have done things for the better
That means, every step that we take
It has to have a meaning to the logic that proves itself without the question
To any reasons of the doubt
So we can take it as it is
Make it come as it is
I am going to take you as you are
There's no question to ask
That's a fact to the matter
And my reason is not another treason
So just take it for the meaning
I got another chance at love
Who cares if the past never worked
I'm not going to beat myself up
Because they were not ready and I was
Now that's the very meaning to my purpose
That I will not let my guard down because
I want to be swept off of my feet
With that comment that my heart awaits
Words are just words
Actions speaks louder
But feelings starts with the words
You can tie the knot with your actions
Know my heart will be cautious
Because the past has left its wounds
Doesn't mean, I am going to zoom out
On everything that you want to put in
I am going to match you fifty, fifty
Meet you half way
Forget about eighty twenty
I don't stand by that rule
When the time is right
& what is left
Is just the meaning to our existence in this world that is backward
We shouldn't play by the rule
But we have to have trust
In order to make the rules as we play
That's the only way
We can stand out from the rest
And stand apart from the norm
Even if it causes a storm
A riot from the cause
Just stand by me and that will make two
Anything and everything is better then a single player
Who wants to be alone in the cruel
Take on the burden of the heat
When we are put to the test
We got two minds to answer the rest
We will best everything we are put up against
This will be proven over time
So there's no rush in the creation
In the making of a masterpiece
You and I, are the secret ingredients
the rare substances brewed in raw