Double Life Chapter 7 - The Fight

Bill Toledo: I love this place; do you realize this is our favorite restaurant? We come here all the time

John Stull: (roll his eyes)

“What is wrong?” What’s up with him? He been acting strange all night

(John takes his glass and throws his water into Bill’s face)

Hold on, did this bitch really just do what he just did? I feel like jumping over this table and knocking the day lights out of him right now. But you know what; I am going to remain civilized because we are in a public surrounding.

(Bill dries off his face)

Albert Drew: John, it has been a minute; did you change your number?

John Stull: Albert, leave me alone right now

“What you want his number?” I asked as I wrote his number down on the napkin and handed it to him

(John eyes got evil)

John Stull: what the fuck do you think you are doing?

Restaurant Manager: I am going to have to ask you two to leave, don’t worry about your check it is on the house because you two are becoming a liability to our service of maintaining satisfaction

(Bill and John walk outside)

(John goes to attack Bill)

(Bill punched John and he falls to the ground)

John Stull: No… This… BITCH… Didn’t just hit me!

“I am out of here, you are crazy!” I jumped into my car and took off. Next thing you know I see John’s car flying down the freeway through the rear view mirror. He pulls up beside me screaming out of his car, “I am telling your wife.” He will reach his grave before he will reach my wife. I had to stop him so I ran my bumper into the back of his car, John shifted into the next lane. I pushed down on my accelerator and there he goes slamming his car into mine, forcing me into the guard rails; damaging the rear side of my car. Man he is a crazy, I have got to put an end to us or he will destroy everything that I have worked hard for. The phone rings…

Good it is not him calling me; so I answered, “hey baby”

Aaron Parker: I have bad news

Bill Toledo: what’s wrong?

Aaron Parker: I have HIV

I nearly passed out as those words registered in my head, “how do you know?”

Aaron Parker: lately I have been developing the symptoms

Bill Toledo: Do you think I got it too?

Aaron Parker: we been having unsafe sex since the second time

Oh my god, oh my god, I need to sit down. My head is spinning. I can’t take this anymore! I have to stay away from them. They are going to kill me; my wife and I are planning on having another kid. “Let me call you right back,” I said into the phone as I hanged up the phone. I never want to see them again!

(Aaron enters Bill’s work place)

Aaron Parker: Is Mr. Toledo available?

Secretary: Do you have an appointment with him

Aaron Parker: He knows that I was coming

Secretary: ok then wait here I will go get him

(Bill walks out of his office and gasp)

It is just one thing after another thing; will this ever ends?

(Ding Dang the door bell sound)

Amanda Pears: Honey I will get it

“Who is it,” I asked as I tilt the chair back to look at the door. It’s John!

“Shhh… Double Life”

The Abandoned Star Chapter 10 - The Runaway

I killed him. I did it for my freedom, my freedom to sing; my freedom to live and my freedom to achieve. I had to get rid of that road block; it didn’t matter how I got ridded of it but I had to overcome it. In my thoughts I am going back and forth because I know that killing is a crime and I could face live time in jail. Then how will I live my dream. I don’t know what to do. So I packed my book bag and jumped into the car and drove away. I must have driven about ten thousands miles before I decided to stop at a motel to get some sleep. BOOM! BOOM! “Open up, it’s the police!” I headed to the bathroom. The knocking on my door reminded me of the tapping that I heard every night. Tears were running down my face as I ran into the bathroom. I slammed the door. Then I felt the force upon the door; trying to open the bathroom door. “No! No! I don’t want to go back. I can’t do it no more. I refuse. Stop! No! Why, leave me alone! Stop! No. No. No. I can’t go back,” I screamed.

“The Abandon Star
Seems like Justice will be serve
It seems like I have to back down
It seems like I have to turn back
Seems like I am so far from my dream
Abandon Star”

Double Life - Confrontation: You Too

(Phone Rings)

John Stull: Hi baby

Aaron Parker: this is not Bill

John Stull: who is this?

Aaron Parker: I think we need to talk

John Stull: what are you doing on Bill’s phone and how do you know me

Aaron Parker: I think it’s best that we both know about each other

John Stull: What are you trying to say?

Aaron Parker: I am his other

John Stull: You? Who are you?

[They Meet]

John Stull: so that is what he has been doing

Aaron Parker: you see this was never my intentions

John Stull: so where do you live?

Aaron Parker: off MLK Blvd

John Stull: me too! I’m by 3rd street

Aaron Parker: I am over by 1st street

John Stull: Are you thinking what I am thinking?

Aaron Parker: what are you thinking?

John Stull: Operation Destroy Toledo

“Shhh… Double Life”

Double Life - SideNotes: Dawg's Nite Out

Aaron Parker: Monica

Monica Lewis: Have you decided what you are going to do?

Aaron Parker: no not really, he just keeps giving me money; what ever I need he gives it to me

Monica Lewis: shoot I will milk him for everything he got then laugh in his face

Aaron Parker: that’s not what I want to do because I am really feeling Sam and want to focus on him

Monica Lewis: Aaron, you got someone giving you roughly three thousand a month maybe even more just for you guys to mess around and you want to give that up because you want to be with Sam

Aaron Parker: love goes a long way for me

Monica Lewis: and what did you say his name was again?

Aaron Parker: Bill Toledo

Monica Lewis: I got to find me him

(Sam walks up to them)

Sam McLuther: hey baby, what are you two talking about?

Aaron Parker: nothing lets go get us something to drink

(They all head to the bar)

John Stull: Did he just say Toledo?

“Shhh… Double Life”

The Abandoned Star Chapter 9 - I Want To Sing

I walked up the steps. Steps by steps; He smiled as I got closer. He put his hands behind my neck and guided me into my room. The flashback came; he ripped off my clothes; used his force to hold me down; I couldn’t resist; because he was much bigger than me. So many days and nights; I have dreamt that dream for the past few years. It has been happening every night, ever since my mother started to work her overnight job to support me and my brother; while he just sat at home and did nothing. I hated him for that and he will soon see my revenge on that; for using my mother to wipe his grown ass. He was already naked by time he closed the door. I backed away and fell back onto my bed. He walked up to me; it was so close that I could feel his breathing on my body’s hair. He leaned forward and laid right on it. I withdraw the knife that I grabbed in the kitchen. Blood started to drip from his mouth. I killed him because I wanted to sing.

“Abandon Star
I can not be sheltered away
Then who will know of me
I can not be hidden
Then who will know of me
The Abandoned Star”

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The Abandoned Star Chapter 8 - Rape

Not all over again. I will not go through what my father had put me through. I am tired of crying; I am tired being weak. I have to take a stand; because I am the only that can stand for me. “Miguel,” I said as I open the door and there he was sitting on the chair in the boathouse getting head. She stopped. I closed the door and headed back inside. “Where is your brother,” my mother said. “He is in the boathouse with his girlfriend,” “what are they doing,” my mom asked. I snug my shoulder and walked away. I went into my room and locked the door. Next thing you know I am hearing tapping on my door. “STOP, STOP, GO AWAY, NO I DON’T WANT TOO.” Those voices started to play back in my head; I can’t take this anymore. I sneaked out my bed room window and headed over to Rebecca house. I had never had sex with her but I can say that I really enjoyed her company. In times that I don’t have anyone to listen or care about me; she is always there. I get a lot of loving affections from her and I admired it! And to me; that means a lot more than sex. After spending some hours with Rebecca; I knew that I had to head home. It was about one o’clock in the morning; I went into the kitchen because I have made up my mind. I stood at the bottom of the steps and there he was at the top.

“Abandon Star
Abandoned
Abandon star
Abandoned
The Abandoned Star”